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Something about you keeps me coming back for more. No matter how much I tell myself to stand up and walk away you always know how to pull me back. Why did you have to do that. What you decided to do fucked up our friendship. 

You really impacted me yesterday. Seeing you like that put me to tears. You don’t understand how mad I got at you. But most importantly disappointed. When I left you the only thing I wanted to do is delete you out of my life. Erase your number, texts, pictures, call logs, and messages. 

I really hope in the end it is worth it. You make me feel so comforted and I never felt this way before because its hard to see that you are here for me. 

You called me for the first time, but your homies were on the line. Like why? 

Why is it that I always attract the creepers and weird ones…..

One of the hardest nights for me to get through. 

Time to be the mature one. Stand up and walk away. Forget and walk away feeling good that I was mature enough to forget. Hold my head up high and say, ” I am better off on my own. Like always.”